I could easily throw myself into typing a rather lengthy list of reasons why nothing seems to be going on here (perhaps that would answer some of the almost panicked e-mails that have been arriving in my inbox these last few days?) but that would be sufficiently boring, I am sure.
I can tell you that the headaches I seem to have are not friendly to a computer screen. Not really friendly to much to be quite honest.
Then there are projects that I have been working on, that are very friendly to my headaches. Projects that require not much thinking at all, repetitive actions, and lots of holding still, or being semi-still.
There are also possible reasons/causes for these awesome headaches.. just a few theories:
- sinus issues (due to the above)
- sleep deficiencies
- children (reason for sleep deficiencies)
- old age (?)
- too much sugar
So following one of the possible theories, I, in a rash decision (according to Merrill), vacated my craft room to turn it into a bedroom for Ashley. If you, or he, were here to experience what a non-peaceful event bedtime was, you would have done the same thing.
Ashley and Peyton are not good roommates.
Well, that actually depends on who you ask. They would say that they make fantastic roommates, I would have to disagree. You see, Ashley has encouraged, cheered-on her younger sibling to ascend the ladder to the top bunk to “hang out” and “talk”. I took that ladder away. I took it far, far away, and then what does the older, influential sister do? Why teach her younger sister how to scale the bed frame, using the windowsill, whereby to gain access to that upper bunk. The look of triumph on that littlest girl’s face was magical. The look on mine was pure annoyance, a sheer second of shared excitement, but mostly annoyance.
(Fantastic roommates! If no one needed to sleep.)
Bedtime commences around here at 8:30. They would usually fall asleep somewhere after the final beating, or to people who go by actual “time”, roughly 10:30 pm. Sometimes later, after more beatings, and various threats.
Bedtime for me, took on an entirely different name.
Thus, the move.
Ashley does love her new room, I have somewhat enjoyed putting it together. I only wish that the weather would cooperate so I could finish painting a shelf to help rid the floor of it’s newly inherited mess.
Bedtime, is back to being bedtime in my book.
Meanwhile, I am homeless.
My stuff, the whole lot of it, sits in one of the unfinished rooms in the basement, waiting for me to feel inspired as to what to do with it.
Merrill seems to think that I should take the large room in the basement.
(Well, that is only after the thought that I was too “rash” and should not have given up my room in the first place, but remember, *he was not present for the hellish routine of bedtime on the most hellish of nights*. “Rash”, I think not, I have been pondering the move for quite some time now.)
Now back to that room in the basement. It is a very nice, large space, with sucky morgue-ish lighting. It also has a wall color on one one (thank heavens) that resembles a place where bright orange outdoor basketballs have been massacred.
Can I be creative in a poorly-lit basketball murder scene?
(Quite a coincidence how the two of those details go hand in hand..)
No, I can not!
I need a color that inspires, lighting that makes me feel alive!
So maybe, once I feel better, I will want to paint, and move on in…
Meanwhile, I am homeless.
Oh, and I have a headache now.