Aaaaahhh....

You can take that as the breath in between sobs or as a sigh of relief...
I was released yesterday.
While Primary President was a lot of stress and responsibility, I loved it! I loved who I served with, I love those kids!
I didn't love the inner struggles and contention that I would sometimes feel. Feeling like I wasn't doing anything right... it was also hard to have been told, back in AUGUST, that a release was coming, after the Primary Program... and here we are... anyways...
I still pray for a better attitude.
I feel so much peace, because I knew who was supposed to be in there, and those sisters are awesome! My family is in good hands.
It will be weird Sunday, that I will have close to zero responsibility. My biggest stress will be making sure there's goldfish in the diaper bag...
We went to the temple on Saturday night, and I so needed that. There are so many blessings that come to us because of the temple. We are so blessed to have so many near us. It gave me comfort to be there. I received the answers I was in need of. Thanks Kaitlyn for watching the girls!!!
It seemed, that, just to reaffirm the importance of the temple, there was a fireside for the sisters about the temple, last night. Christie and I went together, and cried together! It just crowned the weekend.
I came home to Mer loving his girls...I always worry about Peyton being happy, and he snuggled her to sleep!

I know I have gone on and on and on about the awesome ladies that I get to work with in Primary.... But I have to say that I LOVE Christie, Julie, and Jen. I love how we all seriously think the same way. I had Julie call me tonight before PIs, ask me a question that I really was going to call and tell them about earlier in the day (pregnant thing again) and she was already thinking the same thing. When I called, the other two, same thing, they were already thinking that way. I absolutely love that life is easier because I am so blessed to work with them!